i want to run far away, and never come back anymore. i feel like a evil monster out to dump my anger on everyone. or rather desire acceptance but i'm only retaliating.
school used to be my happy place. a place away from all the troubles at home. it's a constant war there and i dont know how i got through so many months but school isn't any better now. turned away from either.
i'm really a horrible person. i dont deserve to be loved by you all. they did so many things for me but i'm such an ungrateful soul.
alot of words are running through my head. each time i recall a phrase it makes my heart jolt. makes me cry makes me want to die and never come back my eyes are so sore and heavy..
i'm sorry i dont know what to do anymore. if i love you back, what am i supposed to do? ...