): who knew crying every few minutes could give you a splitting headache.
i dont feel like believing some of the sweet things you say even though its nice to hear because i'm afraid i'd feel crushed again. because i tried to be different, to please you and to make things special. it was hard trying to forget certain things last time - i told you before. but i managed to ignore who knew it didnt seem that way in the end. i cannot fall too deep into your everything, your words, your hugs, your smell, your kisses. because i will be hurt again if one day you decide to forgo it for the tiniest reason. i will drown in my own tears.