today was a blast :D
its hard to believe that everythings OVER
and in such a blur.
I could still remember my first day of fball tryouts.
How i went with Phi, and i hit sheryl's helmet when i shot.
Then training, but with dread.
Slowly making friends, then getting the passion.
Wanting to play well, learning how to drag.
Playing awhile after training,
then during breaks, and after school.

All within 1 very short year.
Its surprising how far we have come.
How much i know i have improved.

I think people can do anything
as long as we put our mind to it.

Lately i've been feeling, kinda carefree.
I dont know why, maybe its the stress of fball-gone?
Maybe its cos i dont dread doing hw?
I dont know, it feels different.

I dont really feel, myself.
Like i didnt use to feel this way.
I kinda feel shaky, like a sudden wave of anger or annoyance can attack my joy
unstable.
But still feeling free.

Not sure if its a good thing or not
but, anyhow, i still dont trust my imagination
and its ability to imagine only the worse.
Maybe i need a bright side in my brain.




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Hmm. What IS this...?
Puzzled.

RAINED @ 10:16 PM