INSANE HEAT! GAH!!
And its making me dizzy.

'Don't forget' keeps playing in my head.
Makes me think about alot of things i cant forget.
Sometimes, it just pops out.
And i have to force myself not to think abt it.

Things that can easily upset me,
things that can easily cause me to lose me temper
things that were supposed to be forgotten and put aside
but i guess, its hard.
Especially when i know.

Inferiority takes over
insecurity too.
Then, the drive to compete.

Then sadness.
Its all kinda funny in a way.
That everything can only be done once, first.
Amazing how we dont realise it.
Once its gone, its gone.

My first tooth.
My first word.
My first test.
My first birthday.
My first gift.
My first tears.

It has blended into our rushed social lives
and we ignore the weightage of something special and significant
perhaps it has not become important anymore
maybe because we know we can do alot of things again.

But still, its funny. Amazing in a way.
And kinda sad. That things can only be done once, one time.
And i still cant forget.
Hmm.

RAINED @ 5:52 PM