how long more are you gna keep this up.
Im already dying inside.
Breaking, falling apart.
My head's spinning,
and my heart's aching.

Tell me what to do.
I can't stand this any longer.

Please just acknowledge me.
Don't treat me indifferently.
Thats exactly what you're doing.
Ignoring me.
Or maybe you just dont wish to talk.

Either way, the point is I CARED.
I cared so much and i love you so much
which makes this feel even worse.

I know i hurt you, but i didnt mean it!
I was hurt too! Because you didnt seem to care first.
It drove the impulsive sarcasm.
I know it was unexpected, of course the shock has impacts.

AND IM SORRY!
I myself didnt expect that.
And i feel like the tides are switched.
Suddenly im begging and completely in fault.

Well i guess i do have faultsssss.
But, im sorry its ME.
I am trying to suppress impulsive reactions.
But the least you can do is ACKNOWLEDGE

but i understand.
You wouldnt want to talk to me now.
Someone who you thought you knew, but didnt.
Now, im a stranger.

But this stranger loves you and wants you.
And cares for you NO matter what.

And im heartbrokened at being neglected on purpose.
I know you're sad,
so TELL me! How to make it up to you.

I wish you were here beside me.
I wish i didnt do anything impulsive.
I wish i can turn back time.

I wish you would stop this.
):

but im to blame anyway.
):

RAINED @ 11:47 PM