Dont you think we're bound by our thoughts and emotions?
That we aren't exactly 'free'?

Somehow you're always thinking of that someone.
or something you have to do.
or people you missed.
or the past where things were memorably fun.
or maybe the future, which is scarily drawing closer each day.
or people who care about you,
and people who love you unconditionally.
maybe people who dont bother too.

and there's also emotions,
this uncontrollable force that determines everything.
because no matter how hard you try,
if you're down, it shows.
theres also joy and excitement,
that swooping feeling you get when you're really looking forward to something.
or the nervous butterflies that come occasionally.
or when you fall in love over and over again,
or when you get hurt, or when things dont go your way.






doesnt anyone wish to be free?
to fly away from being bounded and tied up.
just taking in life from high above.
no worries, no being afraid of joy because it might end up horrible


i loved this ride when i was a little kid.
it would be my only source of joy at those makeshift funfairs.
it just felt so nice to let go, and let something else be in control for awhile.
at least if anything goes wrong, you have nothing to blame.

but it's funny.
cos i want these emotions. and thoughts.
and i think without them i would not live a life with love and memories.

RAINED @ 11:55 PM