sorry if im easily pissed off.
You would be too, if you had my thoughts.
And, no change to the silence.
At least its not worsening.
Oh i think im not as bothered as last time anymore..
Is this a good thing? I dont know.
So. Messed. Up.
But. Im glad to know im not the only one.
Tears are in this season.
I blame my own selfishness and insecurity.
Or rather, its irrelevance and pointlessness.
Or emotional rollercoasters?
Yea, its the in thing now, and the best way to cope.
Isn't anyone gna help me..?
Doubt this can be helped anyways.
But im not gna self pity and mourn.
Cos there's always someone else worse off.
Thank you Life, for being what you are now,
and not something more horrible then it can be.
(: - good enough reason for me to keep smiling for now.