I AM TRYING!

Gna pick myself up.
Have to push my limits.
Not gna regret.

I wna collapse into someone
and transfer the pressure (:

too bad there's no technology for that, hmm.

&i cannot stand the silence.
Whywhywhywhywhy,

i like happy moments,
times were i get this, heartwarming feeling..
Where i feel like nothing in the world can bring me down.
Thank God i have sweet memories from the past to keep me alive.

I WILL make it through this
and become a stronger and wiser person.

I hope you know i do love you,
and i do not put you last.
Im scared to bring up issues,
to apologize, cos of the actions i have to live up to after that.
This, coldness between us, is unbearable,
but at least its better than the non stop shouting.
But it still hurts, so much...
I know you're hurting too.
But i've already compromised, cant you understand a little..
Theres so many things to say, everything's so messed up..



&&&pls dont let me lose him in the process.
Please dont let us fall apart, drift away, or quarrel.
My heart cannot take this.

RAINED @ 9:13 AM